well......what can I say, even though it's by miniscule amounts, I have a little less on my super invisdible plate which is teetering on the edge of some rocky cliffs.....

I have finals till Wednesday so.....YAY!!!! *does happy dance* .....next semester i'm only taking 2 classes...can't afford any more than that...can barely afford those 2 even now...i'm starting to look at places to transfer to...the schools that will accept me are far away which is a plus, but since they're out of state it will cost more...the schools that are in state that i would be interested in are either too close to home for comfort or expect me to have some high gpa which i do NOT have.....or they will accept me but they don't offer any majors i'm interested in.....*sigh* maybe my only option is out of state and paying out of state tuition? whether in state or out of state, either way...BRING ON THE DEBT!!!...once i transfer i'm going to be way above my head in debt..... -_-' i'm such a broke person and can barely afford things that are practically a necessity in my life, yet when i sign up to fafsa they say i can't get any government scholarship help (forgot what its called) because i'm still considered a dependent till i'm 21...and apparently my mom makes too much.....so thanks to them and how i'm not a very good student when it comes to the core academic classes, probably going to get loan after loan....one for tuition and the other for housing....if i go to the schools i'm looking at which happen to be private colleges...thus the extra expense in tuition and housing....*sigh*

other than my college dilemma, i'm starting to do a lot more artwork now ^_^ ....i'm doing a couple of pictures for friends as their xmas gifts....one friend asked me for a portrait of Frankenstein, so i shall do it....then scan it...post it here....get it framed....and gift it...MERRY XMAS FUCKER!!!....

i still have a bunch of crap i need to finish and still start... ^_^'

consider me an epic failure when it comes to the subject of astronomy...even though space fascinates me so.....its just the way the teacher teaches it that makes it confusing....

........................is it wrong to not want to be a part of your family?...............even if you have a legitimate reason?


later,
Twi